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I've had an extremely taxing day. I'm exhausted but can't fall asleep. Fighting just isn't healthy, especially when you're pregnant. I wish my soon-to-be-father-in-law would understand that. The only thing he understands is drinking, smoking, drinking some more, and being an asshole.



Does he not realize that picking a fight with me just ISN'T a good idea?? No, it's not because I don't back down, and it's not because I'm able to validate my points, it's because I'm PREGNANT and the stress could KILL my child. I was so angry and stressed that I started shaking. Way to make my blood pressure spike, jerk.



He's delusional. He really is. I don't think he realizes that if he doesn't shape up, he won't be in my child's life.



*sigh* It's been a while since I've craved a cigarette. Funny thing is that the very thought of smoking makes me want to chuck. I want to get away for awhile. Luckily my chance is coming up. My soon-to-be-husband and I will be spending most of October down at my mother's house. It'll be a very nice change. I can't wait.

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unpretty
23:12 Oct 06 2009

I had no idea you were pregnant or engaged. I feel out of the loop! Well, Congrats on both! -hugs-

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